Friday, September 25

trying hard, but it gets so hard too...

i'm trying hard these few weeks to get started on my revision.but i realised, it's reallt difficult.
although i have been attending the evening acad with niki, and we try to make the best out of it, life is still very tiring.but the evening acad was effective, seriously.
i wonder why it's so easy to study in sch rather than at home.guessed it's bcos of the environment.when i'm at home, i'll feel relaxed-so relaxed till i'll be distracted by things to set aside my work.but when i'm in sch, i'll concentrate in doing my revision.
'O' levels are round the corner.i'm not sure if i can make it to a JC or at least a poly.i'm not sure if i can finish revising on time, with all these distractions around.i'm also uncertain about what i want to study in the future-should i go for JC or poly? if JC, can i cope? if poly, what course should i take? designing or accounts? my dark circles around my eyes are also getting deeper.
i really dont know what to do... *sighs*
confidence is important, but what about uncertainty?
they say to follow what NIKE said: " just do it" but can i make it? if i could turn the clock around, maybe i wont be so sad now...please...i need help ._.